Entry #14
It's been over a year since I've left the NGBBS. Many thought my departure was an April Fools joke. I can tell you it wasn't, and neither is this: I've been living a lie on the BBS. I'm not really like my internet persona, I was just a troll. And a damn good one.
You see, it was all a joke to me. And I've fooled many for a long, long time. There were others that could see through me, but only a small handful. Why was I the way I was? It's easy. The internet means a lot to some people. It was so easy to ruin their day in such a small little way. Banning people for no reason and making up excuses, deleting their posts, etc.
So, why did I quit? Well, it all caught up to me. Trolling the BBS can take a lot of time. Time that could have been spent doing other things. I lost my girlfriend for not spending enough time with her. I quit an easy job because it was interfering with my time on the BBS. Those two factors lead to me drinking heavily and fall into a deep depression... which just made me worse as a mod. I was banning people because I didn't like their name, because they couldn't spell right, because I thought they had shitty tastes in music, movies, etc. It was time for me to let it go. I stopped drinking as much, got a new job, met a new girl. I'm happy now, but I still miss the BBS.
That being said, I'm going to be coming back. I won't be a mod, and I won't be a troll. I'll just be me. It'll be weird, but I'm going to try to not slip into my old ways. Now, all you users that are reading this thinking "I knew it all along!" all I have to say is, the joke is on you.
[edit] just so things are 100% clear, look at the date of this post, and then maybe you will understand all this.
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2012-08-01 23:03:50
It was all a lie.
There's nothing wrong with you.
2010-08-09 23:21:42
ZOMBIE. IT'S A ZOMBIE.
2009-10-08 21:19:32
now you're just fooling you're self
2009-06-28 21:32:21
Cool stuff. Lookin forward to seein you around again.
2009-06-24 18:04:19
How about die, shuddup, fuck you idiot, god you are a faggot, are you retarded or something and you're banned.
2009-06-17 12:52:48
lol you're so lame
you remain a cock Ron
ps I enjoyed the legibility of your writing
2009-06-03 21:54:16
FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU ahh this feels great...
2009-06-02 21:36:59
Haha, you fucking faggot
2009-05-28 04:49:09
April Fools?
2009-05-25 03:31:32
Comment #70:
Curly mustache for the win.
2009-05-24 17:53:55
HA YOU CANT BAN ME NOW YOU DICK!!!!!!
2009-05-23 15:19:55
At least you did a way better job than poozy ever will.
2009-05-23 13:54:10
Well I hope you aren't as hated from now on.
2009-05-23 12:19:06
Welcome back, Ron.
2009-05-23 11:46:57
Ooh, Nice 'tache..
2009-05-22 13:40:30
I love you
2009-05-21 15:43:37
Fuck it, you are alive.
2009-05-21 07:29:54
You have banned me so many times
2009-05-16 15:56:56
I thought you were gone foreverrrrrrrrr.
2009-05-16 14:43:23
I cry every time an 08 or 09 user says "who's bigbadron". I just break down and wonder how such words could exist.
2009-05-16 13:21:59
you look like les claypool.
2009-05-06 18:58:44
I'm an idiot.
2009-05-06 18:58:02
Yay, I've missed you.
And no shit you were a troll.
2009-05-03 01:15:06
You left because you had a kid or some shit.
Shudup sexy
2009-05-02 06:47:59
T-Transformer?
2009-05-01 01:45:22
Poor man lost in the dark woods. Hope find your way home.
2009-04-29 18:28:42
April Fools?
2009-04-29 12:16:26
Cool mustache. :D
2009-04-18 20:26:32
OMG you just made this today on April Fools to play a prank as it were on us.
Your not really coming back. :(
2009-04-18 19:03:24
Sup?
2009-04-18 01:09:31
Mario?
2009-04-16 23:33:30
Hacked?
2009-04-14 22:49:12
Holy fuck you actually came back
2009-04-14 22:48:33
You want to know how I know that the bald shitty mod never wrote this?
you used capitals.
2009-04-14 21:34:30
Don't spend so much time that you ruin your life... again, i suppose. and welcome back.
2009-04-14 21:34:06
Nice Mustache.It makes you look like a Villain.
2009-04-12 07:20:15
Wow. I'm glad you will be coming back Ron. Welcome back I suppose.
2009-04-11 12:38:26
Dont worry poozy, I know you're secret.
2009-04-10 15:21:58
the best trolls troll themselves
2009-04-08 02:49:47
Why don't you just come back and be yourself like you said? It shouldn't take any preparation.
2009-04-03 21:13:09
I actually did miss you... You were my first ban...
2009-04-03 21:02:55
Sniff* ;)
I knew you would come back.
2009-04-03 16:31:42
capitalist pig.
2009-04-03 09:43:30
I can't not make a comment about how awesome your facial hair looks.
2009-04-02 21:35:40
Welcome back my friends to the show that never ends. We're so glad you could attend. Come inside! Come inside!
2009-04-02 15:38:04
Awesome. Facial. Hair.
2009-04-02 13:21:06
um.... who that f*** r u anyway??? sum eyeloveppoozy wannabe??? as if u could ever be that epic lulz win,, ur so full of urself... =/
2009-04-02 12:26:09
*shudder* what a nightmare.
2009-04-02 12:09:26
Become a mod again. Please do it. XD.
2009-04-02 11:46:04
You are lying again.....